Discerning Eyes x Faith Based

"I thought by now I'd be a lot closer to my goals, 

this is not at all what I had planned,  

where do I go from here?,  

OMG It's always one test after another,  

Great,...here comes another financial set back,  

Lord, when will my moment come?  

Have you stopped listening to me?  

Should I even keep praying? 

Lord, this doesn't look like what you promised me at all!.."